Sabaydii,
Here is the continuation of a series 'Coming home' entitled 'Lycee de Vientiane'
Hakphaang,
Lycee de Vientiane
I went to the Lycee in 1971
It was the same school
My dad used to go
Over 30 years before
Then it was called College de Pavie
Being from the small public school
Kind of in the countryside - Thadeua
Intimidated I was
With the city folks
Looking smart in everything
At that time
I was fourteen
Kind a year older
Than most of my classmates
Still I figured out
With eight years of Lycee
If I passed every school year
I would graduate when I was twenty-two
And then adding eight more years
Studying in France
Following the footsteps of my dad
I would receive a ph. D at the age of thirty
The right age to work and settle down
Wishfully
If all went as planned
I wanted to be in charge of the education
Or foreign affairs
Being that
The former was what my heart resided
And the latter because of a place in history
Hardly did I realize
It was just a pure dream
But still it was a dream
Pushing me forward
Who knows
With my strong urge for knowledge
Persistent quest for truth
And passionate love of the country
My dream would become true
Some way somehow
Then out of nowhere
The old regime began to crumble
Not a few of my classmates
Left the country for good
In their place
Came the new guards
A pride of the new regime
This new breed
Some recruited from the old regime itself
Was more than people in the right mind
Could swallow
On what counts
Did they think of themselves
As a superior breed
Dictating fellow students' lives?
All their acts dedicated to the revolution
As they seemed
Not thinking of their own benefit as they appeared
Were but subtle ploys robbing decent fellow students
Of their rightful place
No wonder
When it was time to pick
Candidates to study abroad
Where the future of the country resides
Their do-gooders had booked all the vacant slots
Leaving nothing but stung positions
To their hard study fellows
Not sure myself
What kind of society
The new regime helped create?
If it is a society full of pretenses
Why wasted the precious Lao blood
Fighting for so long?
Why depleted all the country resources
Chasing the Lao youth and educated away?
And why dragged this school standard of excellence
To a pitiful status of mediocrity?
Lycee de Vientiane
My dream my hope
If I have one thing to ask
It will be
Why me?
Why my generation?
Sad indeed
To the many disappointed parents
Whose only hope rested on their children
Studying hard days and nights
Painfully indeed
To see our potential thwart
At the early age
And chilled to our hearts indeed
To witness the perpetual cycle of defeat
Depravity and hopelessness
Befalling to our beloved country
And we could do nothing
Lycee
If there is one thing bestowing on us
More precious than anything else
It isn't the superior complex embedded in us
It isn't the intellectual height we could command
Or it isn't even the place great as it may be
But it is the role we Lycean have to play in society
Given what we got
Irrespectively of our status in society or whereabouts
With this gem
Fellow Lycean
Either with a blue or a green tag on our shirt and blouse
Let's join our hands
Heralding our school
And our country to a place
We're all capable of
9.15.03