Sabaydii,
Here is the continuation of a series 'Coming home' entitled 'the day before the last'
Hakphaang,
With still many things to do
As this was the day to the last of my stay
I hauled myself
To the government bookstore by the old American school
Hoping to buy some books
Quite disappointed to see
The range of selection was rather skimpy
It took me only a few minutes
To go through the whole store
While doing so
The employees were enjoying themselves
With the Thai TV unashamedly turning on
In the very sanctity of government premise
Supposedly to be pro Lao
Only at the private bookstore
by my hotel at Sailom
Did I find many more books
Enough to fill my extra suitcase
By noontime
I was picked up
To have lunch at the resort outside the city
Past Dongdok itself
This resort
Dotted with many fish pools
That you could point to
And have the fish served right at your plate
With the music on
And to my surprise
Ai KhamTeum Sanoubane
The famous singer from the old regime
Came to sing a request song
Asking what I wanted to listen
'love beyond the blade of the knife'
was what came out
from my lip
Hearing the song live
I couldn't help but thinking
Of the one who wrote it
What a sad love story
When it was time to leave
No wonder
With so many perks
Lunch was exorbitant
Close to
A hefty price indeed in Laos
Where an ordinary government employee
Could make only half of that amount
In one whole month
With the last night to spend
I opted to spend it alone
After having Larb the Lao style
From a nearby restaurant
I went to the Mekong
And sat there
Very much like 17 years ago
Before taking off to Thailand
In front of me
The river was still flowing
Above
The moon for once
Not hiding behind the clouds
Was giving off some light
A sign of hope
For the weary traveler in life like me
Don't know
How long I was there
When I was about to leave
The moon was visibly shifting its position
Would I too?
The world is so big
Is there a place for me anywhere?
Or am I beyond redemption?
Oh Mekong
Pray that
You guide me to the safe shore
For I still have much to give
To the people I love
To the country I care
With a light touch to the river
I scooped up the sacred water
Washed my face with it
And let the spirit of Naga
Run through every cell of my whole being
9.12.03